I Remember:

When you were born my heart stood still,
engulfed in a delirium of liquid passion
When I took you into my arms that very first time,
veins throbbed ceaselessly of incarnate joy
When all I could do was hug and kiss you,
immersed in sweet purple haze
When I gazed into your eyes the world became mine,
my darling little poppet
When a smile never left my face,
frozen like an icy pole of time
When excitement pounded incessantly,
dislodging each and every spore
When no life was more precious than yours,
that wheezing inhalation of breath
When your smile blocked out the sun,
as thick dust diffuse in air
When your joyous screams overwhelmed everything,
a designer’s job expertly done
When your mere presence saturated my heart,
stupefied in a Love Sick Daze
When passion clouded every sense,
held tight in ecstasy’s reins

I can’t forget:

That your unshakeable confidence congealed into utter despair
That you trudged an invisible path leading to where I wouldn’t dare
That you drew the curtains shut within reach but out of touch
That my dopamine has been withdrawn, terminating the rush
That the living meal has been ground to dust
That every day I sup on cold meats in abhorrent disgust
That endless adrenalin wars rage in neuron entangled wrath
That time vacuums every hallway along its timeless path
That it breeds in every fetid corners remnant bloodbath
That I am now desperately grappling with a desiccated brain
That this mind is spiralling ever tighter to a crescendo insane
I'm still Screaming: